Cabbages and Kings....

My brain is everywhere today... perhaps writing it down will bring it into some semblance of order.

I'm looking forward to going home tonight to..
- ring my mum
- watch CSI
- eat a home cooked dinner
- attempt to clean my room/ tie balloons together
- hang out with Lucy
- tease Jess

Cleaning my room is the big one. I need to pack for Parkes and I know I'll stress out if my room is the way it is now when I go to do it.

Feeling a bit guilty at the moment. I seem to be one of those people who launches into something with huge amounts of enthusiasm... which ends up running out half way. Take PTC for example. For the first few units I sat down for a few hours, took notes, made summaries and answered the questions in minute detail. Now I'm lucky if I read the chapter, let alone scribble something down. *sigh* [insert excuse about having no time] In two weeks I will be sitting for my first exam in at least 6 years. I feel old.

Meanwhile I'm forcing myself to take a day at a time and restraining my mind from leaping ahead to the (perhaps) foreseeable future. Excitement, pain, jubilance and frustration lie just around the corner. I'm afraid of it, but I want it.

That's enough for now...